I had the most enlightened day today and thought I would share it. I finished a piece I was making for our niece in Minnesota. Her husband is a farmer and I tried to bring their life into the piece. Its different from my usual work but I still liked it. Basically I had fun creating it and that is all I need in life.
I do wish I had the confidence to know if someone really likes what I do besides offering to buy it. I do like the idea that a part of me is present in so many parts of the country. Maybe this is my way of making a difference...being an artist is such a love hate relationship I never seem to get to the love.
This is Kassie and I think her smile is sincere. She is the only one in the Kamolz family to reach out and make me feel wanted so I had to do this. She is special and kind...
We had a wonderful visit in MN and saw lots of good friends and favorite places. I love how the air there feels like velvet on my skin. I actually think my desert wrinkles plumped up and felt happy there. Its crazy because I am a 3rd generation Californian but when I am there I feel home.
So yesterday I began a new vision and I am having so much fun listening to the voices in my head telling me what to do. I realized today that I have become a true artist that observes life and recreates it in ones art. I love that I am that person...If you dont know me well you have no idea of my dark side and how much I dont feel I am worthy. My art gives me such joy I am able to cross over to the light.
This is only day two but I am having fun and loving the joy this piece is bringing. I will share my final piece but wanted to show you the path I am taking right now. My art is giving me hope for a better tomorrow.
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